Thursday, November 26, 2009

My GAME Plan… Back to the drawing board…

Information and resources are plentiful. Support, however, is lacking. In other words, regardless of the resources that I bring to the table, the discussion of technological resources is at a standstill until the 2010-2011 school year.

I was hired under the premise that this brand new charter school with a for profit national sponsor was prepared to create a technologically rich learning environment. As the administration quickly deteriorates, the teachers struggle to make it from one day to the next.

I must modify my GAME plan. My students do not value education. Their families do not value education. Talks within these communities proclaim that no one cares about these young people, and they are on their own. Every morning, I switch to survival mode before walking into school. There is not a teacher on my staff who wants to return in January, though we all will because we know what quitting might do to our careers. We have put our own health, sanity, and family-security at risk, working our hardest to make a difference in the life of just one student.

My students enrolled in this school looking for something different. As of right now, I have nothing new to offer, and am feeling frustrated and somewhat hopeless. Ross (2009) reminds educators that despite any summative assessments at each year’s end, we are the ones who spend time getting to know our students best (Laureate Education). I would like to incorporate the relationships I build with my students into my GAME plan. It may be the only chance I have to reach this population.

My original GAME plan targeted the reflective process, with a focus on individual growth in my reading and writing classroom. Under the circumstances, I believe that my students would benefit from a variation of e-portfolios, in which they share reflections of their lives with me and their peers. Barrett (2005) emphasizes the importance of “student participation and choice, criteria for selection, criteria for judging merit, and evidence of self-reflection” in the e-portfolio process. I would absolutely implement these aspects, with the specific subject matter chosen by the students. The curriculum content has little to no relevance in the lives of my students. They meet it with anxiety, anger, and outrageous acts. Carol Ann Tomlinson (1999) reminds teachers that we need to meet students where they are.” It is time to listen.

My students have stories to share, and often feel as if there is no one who will listen. E-portfolios, which may begin with paper and pictures due to our lack of resources, allow students to share in creative and collaborative ways. I will provide the structure in which they will create and share their stories and what they learn from day to day; as well as ample opportunity to write, revise, and meet a variety of other standards and skills sets such as creative and critical thinking. Barrett (2005) asserts that e-portfolios provide "multiple purposes: learning/processing, assessment, marketing and showcasing."

I need to reach my students, but I need help.
E-portfolios: that’s what’s on my mind.




References

Barrett, H. “The reflect initiative.” February 5, 2005. Webcast. “High school portfolios: To e or not to e.” Retrieved November 20, 2009 from http://present.bccampus.ca/p43204744/

Laureate Education, Inc. (Executive Producer). (2009). Assessing student learning with technology from Integrating technology across the content areas. Baltimore: Author.

Tomlinson, C. (1999) The differentiated classroom: Responding to the needs of all learners. Alexandria, VA: ASCD.


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9 comments:

  1. Tarebare,
    You are an educational hero! The story you have told sounds so bleak. However, you have managed to find a way to stay positive as you continue against all odds to reach your student population finding a way to give voice to there plight through reflective writing. Bravo!

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  3. Tarebare,
    It sounds like you are getting pretty frustrated. I am sorry to hear that you do not feel like you have support from the top. When you feel like nobody cares, it is tough to find the motivation as a teacher, to push yourself to be great.
    Some where in that crowd, there is atleast one student who does care and looks up to you as a great teacher. You may have a much more difficult situation than I, but if you can find a way to motivate those students, they may do anything you ask. I would begin by finding out what excites the students. What do they like? Can rewards for trying hard help? They may need some incentive at the beginning.

    Here are a couple sites I found that may help with this....

    http://www.collegeboard.com/parents/plan/hs-steps/150185.html

    http://www.ehow.com/how_4722051_attempt-motivate-unmotivated-students.html

    Good luck and don't let yourself get too down.

    Joe Wesche

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  4. I feel for you and I am impressed by you. I have been there, it is a very difficult place to be. Hang in there, when you least expect it things can turn around and even just one student will make you feel like everything you've done was worth it.

    Learning about E-portfolios is one of my GAME plan goals. I have been researching about them and found this site helpful, check it out
    http://www.educationworld.com/a_tech/tech/tech111.shtml

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  5. Thank you all for your encouragement and for sharing your resources! I have included them in my list of helpful options in my quest to integrate value in education into the lives of my students.

    Joe - thank you for mentioning how hard it is to thrive without help from the top. I am certain that my students often feel this way. What sort of example would I be setting if I quit? I would be sending them the same message that others have: that they are not worth it; or that they cannot do it.

    I am not the type of person to quit, no matter how challenging the task at hand. These students are capable of learning. They are capable of becoming productive members of society, just like every other student out there.

    I just need to help them make that connection...

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  6. I am so sorry to hear of your struggles. What a gem you must be to your students. Do not give up; you may very well be the one person who makes a difference in a child's life, even if they do not know it yet. When I was a child, I thought as a child... remember that and stay the course.

    Reevaluating and knowing when to change the course you have begun is a very important skill to have. Many of us continue doggedly on the same grind even when we see no results. This shows a depth of maturity in your reasoning. I know it is disillusioning to expect one scenario and then have a drastically different, disappointing one emerge. Learning to regroup and try again is one of the teacher's best defense mechanisms.

    As for your idea of e-portfolios, I believe that may just grab the attention of your students. As you said, they have something to say but feel no one is interested in listening. You may be their lifeline.

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  7. It sounds like you are having a tough year! I agree that it would be beneficial to listen to your students’ life experiences and feelings. Creating a solid rapport with each of your students will help in the long run. Kottler, Zehm, & Kottler (2005), believe that the most important aspect of effective teacher relationships is providing support and respect for students. They go on to say that students who feel respected and valued are willing to complete work that they find useless and insignificant. I don’t know if this is attainable in your situation, but it’s worth a try. Creating E-portfolios with your students is a great starting point. You will learn about each student and hopefully build a good teacher-student relationship in the process. Good luck during the remainder of the year.

    Jennifer

    Kottler, J., Zehm, S., & Kottler, E. (2005). On Being A Teacher: The Human Dimension. Thousand Oaks, CA: Corwin Press

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  8. Students need a teacher like you who is willing to keep working to try and make a difference in their lives. It may not seem like you are getting across to your students like you want to but I believe they will benefit from having a teacher who is a positive, hard working role model and someone they can admire. Creating an E-portfolio would be a great way to increase your student teacher connection and further strengthen your positive classroom environment, Keep pushing forward!

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  9. I agree with Vicky that "when you least expect it, things can turn around," for even just one student. Hang in there. You are making a difference every morning when you arrive at school. Your students seem like they have had a lifetime of disappointment. You are not disappointing them simply by coming back day after day. I would disagree with you when you said that you have nothing new to offer. You offer hope. That is something that will make a difference to some students, though it may take more than a week, month, or even a year.

    I think you are on the right track with providing your students the tools and the forum to write reflectively. You said that your students "often feel as if there is no one who will listen." By accepting their writing and challenging them to communicate in an effective way with each other you are empowering them in a way that it doesn't sound like many have ever experienced.

    Keep it up!

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